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Aku..

06 July 2012 redlady 3 Comments Category : , ,



Aku..
Selama ini selalu khawatir tentang apa kata orang tentangku..
Bagaimana penilaian mereka bila aku bertindak ini..?
Akan bagaimana perlakuan mereka terhadapku bila aku berlaku begitu..?

Aku..
Seperti bukan aku..
Terlalu penuh pertimbangan..
Terlalu takut untuk dinilai tak baik..

Dan apa yang kudapat..?
Bahagia..? Tidak..
Tenang..? Tidak..

Jadi..

Aku..
Akan mulai menjadi aku..
Kujemput bahagiaku..
Bahagia versiku..
Menurut caraku..

Aku..
Kugempur takutku..
Kubalas tatapan-tatapan itu..
Kutebar senyumku..
Kugelar nyaliku..

Aku..
Pendirianku..
Di jalan Allah ku..

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